| I LOVE GASPARD ULLIEL.
but I hate French homework..SORRY GASPARD.
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| I LOVE GASPARD ULLIEL.
but I hate French homework..SORRY GASPARD.
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| v. to miss sb
i woke up at 5pm today and am flustered
i miss my friends
ps. i edited it just for you cassie bee
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| so its been so long that i dont even know how to add a new weblog entry.
took me 10 minutes to figure it out. i was bored and read my old entries and decided i sounded fake, that and i had lots of punctuation errors...and i swore a lot.
although i do like saying bitch with an accent
anyway, why am i blogging now? i have no idea and i shall not dwell on that thought. i'm actually tired or at least i think i am. my eyes do hurt a lot.
new things?
ive started running again because ive decided that im very unfit
oh...and im starting to fear things, not very invincible anymore
i keep thinking that if i dont exercise now ill grow to have bone problems and other aging problems that can be avoided through regular exercise
i keep thinking about eating healthy even though i never cared before
im going to paris for exchange in 2.5 months and i still havent done all my paper work
one thing hasnt changed...i still have no motivation to do anything
and apparently my english got worst (so says my english literature teacher)...im such a hater right now
i have a lot of angry feelings inside
i think i am very manipulative and i dont know how to stop myself, i think its become a compulsive disorder
maybe something is psychologically wrong with me
i wish i were giddy and happy again
LOUISA IS THE NEW EMO
good bye fellow xanga bloggers who have much more interesting blogs than i do...
i just reread my last sentence and felt it was a manipulative statement to gain pity and compliments
"no of course its not boring...it was a great insightful blog...oh louisa you're so funny don't be sad..."
i hate the world and how its so easy for me to turn other people's thoughts around
psychology is a weapon of mass destruction thats why so many people take it
i think i have just made it awkward for anyone reading this blog.
deeply sorry i am suffering from a traumatic (totally exaggerating here) situation and am very bitter and too stubborn to admit my wrongs
oh is it wrong to want to feel good about myself? (that is one of my wrongs)
ch-ch-checking out before things get any more gorey
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| here's something to think about:
Don't you think it sucks for those stars that write songs about their
significant other only to break up with them awhile after. They then
have to survive through the agonizing times of performing or hearing
that song, therefore concluding in thinking about that person.
stupid people
ta ha |
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